In pain.

It hurts. I feel as it was phisycal, but I know it's not. I feel it ripping my heart, but I know my feelings are in my brain. I cry, and I cry and I cry. I didn t wish to be here, it happened. I'm involved, and I have feelings. I like him. I really do. For a long time, this feels so real. I want you, I really do.